#NoMascaraThursday or the one where I had an epiphany

So, the day after I made like a hippopotamus and wallowed has come and gone.  Today it was about getting back on the metaphorical horse which saw me ultimately back at my desk and plowing through more work than I'd done in a while (coz you know, shitty headspace and all that).  What has been most surprising …

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Why you crying, Mumma?

Because I'm sad baby girl, I replied. But I birthday girl and I give you a hug, she said. And so she did. This was how the conversation with my three-year-old little birthday girl ended this morning as the tears streamed unbidden down my face.  Hot, silent tears over vegemite toast. Tears that I couldn't hide, even though I tried. …

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Best foot forward

I often wonder how other bloggers walk the fine line between expressing themselves and the things that go on in their worlds and over-sharing, potentially revealing information that really shouldn't be imparted to the broad masses? I think as a new blogger, and one that still has a small audience, it could be easy to forget that …

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Pushing the limits

By now you have probably seen the ridiculous (and by ridiculous I mean so freaking awesome but cray-cray to the extreme) footage of Robbie Maddison riding a wave in Tahiti ON A MOTORBIKE!!! Yes, you did read that correctly - he caught a monster wave at one of the biggest surfing breaks in the world, …

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My tribe

Whether you play sport, are involved in boards or committees or connect with strangers online there is something pretty interesting about the organic way that a community somehow forms around you, providing the most unexpected of experiences and things that you actually didn't know that you needed until you needed them. In an attempt to realise some of …

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Part of something bigger… #workingmumsunite

Baader-Meinhof Phenomenon has struck again!!!  If you don't have time to click through to my earlier post about Baader-Meinhof Phenomenon here, I've summed it up for you below: Think back to the time when you wanted to buy a new car.  You picked out the make and the model and then all of a sudden, everywhere …

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3 weeks to go

Today, as I was swapping the number four out for a three on my lightbox, I felt an unfamiliar twinge.  I'm still trying to process what it was but I think it was a cross between guilt, sadness and maybe a touch of fear.  For a little while, I dismissed it and got back into …

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Happy birthday Mum

Dear Mum Did you know that I find your birthday the most hardest of all the days to deal with?  Not the anniversary of your death, or the many annual holiday dates that have passed since then.  Not Mother's Day, although since becoming a mother I have found it is much more bittersweet. Not even my own …

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False starts and forgiveness

I did not get up early. I did not achieve what I wanted to today. I did not pass go or collect $200. Instead, I wandered aimlessly around the house wondering what my girls were doing on their first day in full time childcare. And I beat myself up over my inaction until lunch time. …

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